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'SANS TITRE' 6:00 am, jet-lagged I sit by the window, smoking. last night I walked the eighteenth-century streets while a pretty french girl sang "it's a small world after all" to me in japanese 'ERASMUSBRUG' slept on a staircase black stairs lead outside. the bridge hangs heavy outside the white windows. ocean breeze blows east. heavy bridge leans, sways bell rings somewhere on northern shore-- days ends. white windows all close. 'CARICATURE' everlight heavy alcohol sounds dogshit paved cigarette roads stained teeth broken veins illuminated thick brown sexclouds i think i visited but i don't remember 'WHATEVER GETS YOU THRU THE DAY' in a pretend world swallow heartbeats taste of yeast drink it down boy drink it down get thru get down forgetitforgetit remember it get real down live in excess who cares 'COITUS' bat's howl seized up dry cells crunch release entangle roots stalks hawkwebs round twistbones organs spiders tingleshake black hair mouth bruises thick air under and inside beads dripdrop expand whisper breathe out what's taken away from this what's only natural useless shell hollow skin what i actually am ever the Black One dances on the shore close your face dear i'll touch you secrets '€XPERIENCER' youre gonna be fertilizer soon you know that i said thats all were here for i mean im no mereological asshole or nothing at all just no thing absence i said i said damn it all to hell if you wanna come baby i can pick you up at 8 but if we cant go all the way in my car later i said you can just forget about it i said you ever wonder what your particles used to be because i think mine used to be a jellyfish 'AFTERNOON NAP' i was in the bed-- yes, you were there 'UNTITLED 川柳1' I would like to die with my hair a certain way-- handsome forever. 'UNTITLED 川柳4' I have forgotten-- please do not remind me of whatever it was. 'UNTITLED 川柳5' I've nothing to say-- I scraped the words off my tongue and it was painful. |